I'm so depressed I'm scaring myself. I don't know that it's possible to get my life back.?

Even though I don't know what it's like to be in your situation, I know that nobody can go through what you're experiencing without knowing someone that cares about you more than you know, that has such an incredible plan for your life that you can't imagine. I couldn't bear going through my life, which is great, without God iny life. He makes everything so much more bearable, and brings hope to any kind of situation. I will be praying for you and ask my friends to be praying for you, and I really hope everything in your life gets better and that you realize how much God loves you! He knows more about you than you even know yourself, and if you just ask, he will come into your life and it will NEVER be the same.